Glimpse of my incredulous footsteps

I remember how awesome God is.

2010-07-14T19:58:00.000-07:00

War crept in again, like a viper spewing venom in vain
On it's prey,puny and febrile,while waiting for it's death in pain
Standing in the crowd while i swallow the silence within
War cry of the crowd drown the tears within

The fight ain't over but i have bled
but my wounds will heal just better know that
In a battlefield, friends will just abandon you
So to summon all your strength and rip out the spirit in you

Fight the good fight and embrace the glory
No stopping and retreat till you end this story
I may be alone but i ain't lonely
My heart's desire will set a flame upon me!

God sets my sword on sacred fire
My shield He placed thicker than the thickest armor
He won't leave me not forsake me
Till all the blood flows out of my body

But i still wanna fight on even when i can't breathe
Face my demons, that's something i gotta deal with
Plunge my sword into the gut of my enemies
Dead bodies piled up upon my feet where he will lead me to victory

shawn-

beautiful

2009-07-24T21:13:00.000-07:00

in my shoes.

2009-07-22T22:20:00.000-07:00

God gave you the shoes
That fit you, so put em on and wear em
And be yourself man, be proud of who you are
Even if it sounds corny,
Don’t ever let no one tell you You ain’t beautiful

Apathetic

2009-06-08T09:38:00.000-07:00

Everything's so plain. Mood is so numbed and cold. ( could be due to the weather which contributes to this dreaded feelings,i wonder.) Monsoon season's peaking over here. Wet umbrellas,soaked feet, drops on the nettles, pitter-patter sound on the sooty rooftops. What could be more perfect then the time of the day to completely feel yourself being WASTED! I've been lazing around since dawn of like when? Don't ask.
You could even lock me up in a morgue and i'll still sleep soundly. Kissing a cadaver shouldn't raise and queries either. Apathetic as such.
Punched the wall till my fingers bruised but hey! Cutaneous nerves ain't giving me any signals of pain. Retarded bullshit on a stick. Lack of vocab? Try "fuck".

..Time to settle down. I'm just so over my apathetic feeling and i suddenly feel so good about this and AM motivated to work on my subjects! Yays to anatomy,physiology and biochemistry. Nice seeing you again after i left you out in the freezing dusty cloud of dust. In fact i feel so guilty over the hung over i felt my spirits drawn to the books which stacked in front of me. As if summouning me to read a chapter or two. I'm going to in meantime..will do it this time. While the world continues rotating and people fucking, i'll just have my cup of warm tea and study till the dawn shimmers again. Another day but a different day tomorrow. They wished.

After all the rants,i just feel so fucking good bay behh!!! Nobody will read this shit, i hope.

to my love

2009-03-14T11:46:00.000-07:00

Moonlight shimmers on a little puddle,
evening showers summons dew,
my heart yearns for just a cuddle,
a short moment just to be with you.

colour of roses..what do they symbolize?

2008-10-09T05:55:00.000-07:00

Today i definitely learnt something from the girls. Had dinner with hweehwee,Xue Er,tanny and kang wei.. they were discussing bout flowers. Flowers such as coloured roses represent certain stuff.
I mean like..HUH! what the Huat! That type of vegetable also has got symbol of icon? who the hell is gona believe dat sheet?
Well,that question slapped me back on my cute face..i meant chubby face. (happy?) Cuz everybody knows that for sure..only me. Damn it.

here you go balls..read it properly and dont give your lover certain numbers of roses before the VASE,will turn out to be your ARSS.

Red	Sincere Love & Respect, Courage & Passion Send red roses to convey the message of your passionate love for that someone; saying "I love you"
- Pink	Grace and Gentility, the rose of sweet thoughts. Send deep pink roses to show your appreciation & gratitude; saying "Thank you" Send light pink roses to convey admiration and sympathy
- Yellow	In the Victorian times, yellow roses meant jealousy. But today, they signify friendship, joy, gladness and freedom, the promise of a new beginning. Send yellow roses to brighten up someone's day; to congratulate your friends and loved ones during Joyous occasions.
- White	Spiritual love & Purity, the rose of confession, the bridal rose; "You are heavenly", "I am worthy of you" Commonly used as traditional bridal bouquet during weddings to symbolize a happy love. You can nevertheless use them to convey the message of "You are heavenly, I miss you"
- Lavender	Love at first sight and enchantment Send lavender roses of course, to convey the message of your "love at first sight" with that special someone. You can nevertheless also send them if you would like to make a special impression.
- Orange	Passionate desire, pure enthusiasm and fascination An excellent choice for a new relationship that you wish to pursue further. It can nevertheless also be referring to a new business partnership.

YEA RITE..somebody told me that white roses symbolizes "DEATH"..
According to Derek who sat beside me,that's what the heck he crapped bout white roses represents holy death in the anime that he watched last time. IF you give the person a single white rose,he/she will die instantly.. oh ya..and the anime title is "TAKASHI KANINEH"..Donno got such anime onot 1 le..

but i still don't understand what does it mean by putting a rose in your mouth and dance salsa like those spanish dudes.. with latino girls. damn hot rite? haha. cuz after that dance,it'll end up in bed.... erm...sleeping.
LOL..thorns on roses are bad sign too. imagine if you give a girl roses and she got herself pricked,your prick will be pricked next i supposed. haha. knowing girls mia pattern.
Ah..i pricked my fingers! !@#$%^@%!!!

Allrite enough of crap. i got to go again. sleep.

source of food in UKM

2008-10-08T09:36:00.000-07:00

OI everybody...

Today,i wanna have a brisk discussion about the importance of fast food a.k.a instant noodles that play an important role in our life here in UKM.

These are examples of food that i currently possess. VERY "healthy" indeed.

Got maggie,got blueberry morning,got tupperware,got cornflakes,
AH! and also got milk (no melanine mia) cuz this is pure "dutch lady's" milk..

Surely pass the test cuz it's safe for human comsumption.
unlike..china milk recently that has high amount of melanine..

This one china one fail lo... that's why i support quality products. from milk to clothes.
EH!
Huh? what.. you guys don't think so dirty la.. i just posted those 2 pretty girls picture up ny ma.. you all think go where already?

okok..anyway,noodles are good source of protein and fats. This includes giving you strenght to climb up the bukit of kiy and down the ravine. Most of them got motosikal,so it's not so fair for minors. grr..hau fei all that people untung laa...if you know what i'm saying. But must wear "helmet" you know! must practice safety comes 1st.. if not kena disease then very hard to cure 1. =p..

actually i'm kinda fed up of walking like crap every day. When you're up on the hill,you wished you were downhill. But when you're downhill,you wished your effing @55 is up there. Disturbia.. =p i really got to use a car. Not only i fetch me,my ass and i,..but also can fetch some

CHICKS..

oh yea..and the topic is reductant with this crap i'm blogging about..so you guys are kinda pissed rite? take care!

Tribute to Alvin of Malaysian pie blog..

2008-10-05T07:43:00.000-07:00

Alvin..this is my tribute to you. Just to show that i'm your buddy so that means my photos aren't half as bad as yours. hehehe..here's a few especially for you brother!
don't worry bro,i just pay tribute to you,the idea of posting your creative posts are originally yours and is copyrighted. i won't have any posts like this in future.

See you.

OH YA! and you wanna bet with me that i won't post any new stuff here,kakak? you lost the bet. too bad. WAHAHAHAHA

why did i start a NEW blog??

2008-10-05T01:09:00.000-07:00

SURPRISE!!!! This is my maiden post! hurrays!
Happy birthday to my new blog. Here's cake. "( >

today is the 5th of october. there are huge drops of rain outside the window where i type fervently on this keyboard of mine. Earth-trembling gales,smashing barnacles and thundering typhoons would not be obstacles to allow me to deflower my virgin post. oops..hehe.

Shut up thunder! you're annoying. cant concentrate if you keep on rumbling your tummy and pour noisy streams of juices out from your sky anuses.

Anyway,the main reason i started a new blog is to share with y'all some of my secrets since some of you kept on saying i'm a lil' secretive about my life. Hey! Let's all have some privacy,shall we? I do prefer to spill some of the beans on you (with gravy) at a regular basis if nosy peeping toms(yea! you!) would not eye-ball me. No offense though.

OK! for the our maiden voyage of my footsteps (like the baby's). What we all need is motivation,perseverances, courage and lots of ATTITUDE! Yea dawg!

AND..i wanna have a special appreciation moment for the birth of my new blog after being inspired by a few people. That are................uhhh..i forgot.

You guys wanna know something that you yearned and longed to know?
Here's the fact!
i have 3 sifus..though i'm not sure whether they recognise me as their toudai..

1. JenYang----> he's in USM now. i have full respect for him as a person with charisma,attitude,personality and his idealism. Well,he's my role model to my path of success. thanks a lot.

2. Zhen jie. ---> my sifu since form 1. I don't really know what happened to him after his disappearance. (maybe he went to berdakwah somewhere in this world) anyway,he's from "kong Qi Dao"

3. this one is my dailou..Lim Kee Chean. He's from "Sunyou jie" always recognised being with sunyou brothers such as eng cheng,simon,jing shin..

Well,with great power comes great responsibilites,i really do pray and hope you 3 sifus would make this world a better place. Unlike some leaders that can only wreck havoc and atrocities to this beautiful earth. Let's not start war k. cool down brother!

Allrite..blog checked. girlfriend missed. homework not done. exams coming. i should say have a nice day and tomorrow would be better.

oh! and i wanna turn on a new leaf/life. Pray that God would give me a new lease of blissful life,reborn from sinful old lifestyle. This chapter of life for me would be very in-te-res-ting for me to blog,to brag about. well,stay tuned for updates.

Journey adjourned.

Coming episode...
Happy birthday Christine!